Thursday, May 22, 2008

So It was me

I've got to my parent's place on sunday. It's been 5-6 days here. It feels like I have been here forever. I know I gotta escape from this place. I think I am starting to see a little hope of light in front of me.
So it was all me. After all of this... it was just some parasite that was in my head that was eating me alive. I have got you now. I will remove you and rise up. All these drama and despair caused by my own illusion.
I will rise again. Watch out coz Sleek's coming, and I am unstoppable.

Sunday, May 18, 2008

After graduating from university

So these past few days, I was pretty busy preparing for the graduation. My graduation was at 9 am on Saturday 17th. It was fun waking up at 7am to get ready and attend the ceremony haha. After that, I went to get some snack at "Refreshment Ceremony." I thought it was ridiculous of them to name snack time "refreshment ceremony." We headed to Oasis. It was my 2nd time. I went there the day before, but I just had to take my family and friend there.
I couldn't believe how beautiful it was. I questioned myself why I did not drop by this place while I was in Austin for 4 years. I came back to pack and hang out with a friend. (warning: Oasis has great view, but their food isn't tastey at all... and pricey)I got invited to dinner at some badass restaurant in Austin. We had to wait an hour to get a stupid table. I came back started to pack. My friend comes back from volunteering at the 7pm UT Austin all school department graduation. I wanted to make it there, but I couldn't coz we spent too much time at restaurant.
We talked about future, graduation, college, and all sort of stuff about people's lives. We headed off to pluckers and drank quite a bit of beer.

I was forced to wake up early again to finish packing and cleaning. It did not take that long. I turn my keys in and signed out of contract. I was on my way back.

I did not realize until I came back to my parent's house for a bit. I have so much more responsibility than I ever did before. It is like 100 times heavier. I couldn't even feel anything after graduation ceremony until I got to their house. I guess I was too focused on PUA stuff at the end of my senior year. Nevertheless, I am going to have to spend lots of time to find my place in this society. I will probably end up spending a lot of my time, energy, and concentration on that than PU. No matter. Whenever I get chance, I will practice!

I can actually feel the difference post-graduation. I will have to reborn again as I did to become an alpha male to become PUA.

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Thoughts about leaving Austin

It's been 4 years since I set my foot in Austin to attend Univ. of Texas at Austin. I kind of wish I had found this out such a long time ago. I found this PUA stuff out when I am about to graduate from college... Oh wellz! I just look at this as if God has planned it that way for me because it was the best timing. (I am a Christian btw, if you are wondering.)

TAS had a lot of cool people. I got to know lots cool people such as Trance, Rainman, Cincy, and of course Socrates who is my best wingman in Austin, and others I didn't get to name them here.
I finally got some connections/hook ups through people who run the bars/clubs on 6th street not too long ago. Now I have to head back to Dallas for my future. I used to hate Austin for crazy traffics and dangerous places such as riverside. (I actually have better connections in Dallas tho)

I just couldn't wait to get out of Austin until I got involved with TAS members.
You know it's funny how you get the best moments/things going for you when you are about to be gone. I guess it is how it is. I am definitely going to be posting stuff up on TAS even when I am gone. I found one of the Dallas lair forums there and signed up for it. I don't see much of activity going on, though haha.

I wanted to make this post long and interesting, but I gotta run to get some food.
Oh and what's up with blogger not letting us to edit our previous posts? I noticed I made a typo but I can't fix it hah.

Sunday, May 11, 2008

Beginning of my journey as PUA

My journey as a PUA started simply and fortunately because of a girl. I got into it at the beginning of April 2008. It's been over a month that I found out about this.

I had awesome night with TAS memebers on May 10th and Socrates on 11th. These 2 days were big steps for me to step up to the whole new world. I am a new person. I am improved and more confident.

It's the whole new world out there. So let the interviews with Sleek begin from this day...