Thursday, July 29, 2010

Random babbling

well today has been like just any other day.
looking for purpose of life, ways to succeed, and thinking about my future...
I've been going to church on Wednesday and trying to get closer to God. There must be something more to our lives than what we think. It is really hard to live by what God told us to, but I will try my best to live by his teachings.

I bought a lottery last weekend. I was hoping to win, but I did not.
Such a disappointment but oh wellz... I hear it is harder to win the lottery than getting struck by lightning!

One of my friends finally got his place today. I guess good for him!
I got lots to do!
I must make it. I must come out a winner through this hardship. I will make it! I swear!

Sunday, July 25, 2010

Getting back to my diary/ fun blogging

I decided to get back to blogging. This way I could save trees being cut down since I won't need a physical diary. :) We all got to be economical and environmental right? Amazon is in danger of losing lots trees because of the development Brazil government wants to move forward with.

This world also exists for the generations after us, after all!
I would like to preserve as much as I can for the next generations even if the world is not a nice place.

I think blogging/ keeping diary is a good thing. I can look back at what I have been thinking in the past or was doing then laugh @ myself lol.

People keep changing, world keeps on changing, everything changes. Nothing stays the same. New becomes old. Young becomes old. Everything that was born or created cannot withstand the "time." Everything perishes in the end. Then why are we here? What's the meaning of life? Why are we striving to be the best, achieve something, succeed in life when we are going to die in the end? Is it because we want to leave our names in the history of humanity? What is driving us? Is there something more to life than we perceive? Why are there so many bitter and sad memories? bad things happening to good people? Good intentions gone bad? So many painful things... Despair... LIES.... Lies.... and lies.....God, walk with me. Lend me your strengths and wisdom so I may live my life for you and walk the right path. I want to put smile on your face. I want to gaze upon your beauty all the days of my life in your kingdom.